Monday, February 23, 2009

god is a mean motherfucker



I do not believe that there is a caring and merciful god who is watching over our daily activities. Nope, to me, that is plain bullshit. God is a concept taught to us by fearful and ignorant adults. These adults were busting our balls big time. Selling us fuckin’ fairy tales.

There is no god. And assuming arguendo that god exists, I think he needs to answer for many unspeakable human sufferings and tragedies which he allowed to happen. If there is god, he is a mean sadistic motherfucker.

No, I will not dwell on what happened during Vietnam War. Let us not speak about the Holocaust, the systematic destruction of Jews by the Nazi before and during WWII.

And let’s not mention the countless father who raped their daughters. Or the motherless fucks who committed atrocity to the children. No, let’s not dwell on that.

Let’s keep it plain and simple. Remember JeTi? He was our messenger. Shot dead at close range with a caliber 45. At the age of 32, he is dead. And he left 4 minor kids, the eldest is only 8 years old, and his wife was pregnant when JeTi died. The wife is too dumb to work. She didn’t even complete her elementary education. She can’t go back to and rely on her family. Her parents are shabu-addicts living under the stinky bridge of Quiapo. I heard that the mother is trying to arrange for adoption of her 5 kids. The eldest has stopped going to school, for obvious reason. Well-meaning relatives are trying to help them but they are poor too. The rich relatives are trying to ignore them, they act as if they do not know of any problem. May they all rot in hell. The sooner, the better.

If there is a merciful and just god, would he or she allow that? What kind of a god that allows this horrible thing to happen? Let him go down here, and I will whip her sorry stinking ass.

“God sees the truth but waits”, an author wrote. Well, fuck you, tell that to the suffering kids.

I don’t like “Chicken Soup for the Soul”. I prefer the book written by Tony Soprano, “Tomato Sauce for the Ass”. Nice read.

Let me end this with my favorite prayer: “And though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil, for I am the meanest motherfucker in the valley...”

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

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Since I have no blog to post here, and I have not yet drafted any, and I wanted to try posting in this blogger/blogspot site, I will just post here the beatiful poem of the enigmatic poet Dylan Thomas, "And death shall have no dominion". Read on:

And Death Shall Have No Dominion

And death shall have no dominion.
Dead men naked they shall be one
With the man in the wind and the west moon;
When their bones are picked clean and the clean bones gone,
They shall have stars at elbow and foot;
Though they go mad they shall be sane,
Though they sink through the sea they shall rise again;
Though lovers be lost love shall not;
And death shall have no dominion.
 
And death shall have no dominion.
Under the windings of the sea
They lying long shall not die windily;
Twisting on racks when sinews give way,
Strapped to a wheel, yet they shall not break;
Faith in their hands shall snap in two,
And the unicorn evils run them through;
Split all ends up they shan't crack;
And death shall have no dominion.
 
And death shall have no dominion.
No more may gulls cry at their ears
Or waves break loud on the seashores;
Where blew a flower may a flower no more
Lift its head to the blows of the rain;
Though they be mad and dead as nails,
Heads of the characters hammer through daisies;
Break in the sun till the sun breaks down,
And death shall have no dominion.
 
Dylan Thomas